Why is it so?

Exams tomorrow.

To be exact, my swedish pre-BAC.

Heavy shit man.

Walked around

a day of dreams

daydreams

in glittering snow.

Last day with my cousin's doggie

named Chaplin

But i like to call her

Janis Joplin

Wandered around

in frozen parks

fluttering birdwings

and joyous dogs

Then , two hours later

my feet were ice blocks

Headed home

Cousin J Jr was here

Talked in circles 

hot chocolate

homemade peanutbutter

and jelly

Headed in to town

Was gonna go to the Magritte museum

But it was closing

Went to a white church

Thought

Prayed achingly

Cried

And my turquoise makeup and mascara

smuged and slushed

Walked in the setting sun

the streets were pink

white and blue

went into the kenzo store

i was far away

in a magnificent part

of our mad world

floated

Went in to a café

Almost fell asleep

Headed home 

metrowagon

And tell me

Why is it so

that it always is people

that crush you?